| Location | Harrow |
| Age | 36 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 30/09/1967 |
| Date of Death | 15/11/2003 |
| Visitors | 65,983 since 20/03/2007 |
| Creator |
Richard Little ♥
15/11/2003
age 36
Baker
Harrow
Mum Barbara
Brother Derren
Stepfather Gordon
Stepbrother Andy
Step Sister in law Noreen
Stepsister Lisa
Neice Ellie
Nephew Callum
Nephew Connor
He took his own life
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THNK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL YOUR KIND MESSAGES AND PICTURES ON RICHARD'S SIXTH ANNIVERSARY.THE MEMORIES
OF THOSE LAST DAYS NEVER LEAVE ME ........LOT'S OF IF ONLY'S
I MISS HIM SO MUCH......... YOUR KINDNESS MEANS SO MUCH TO ME. I TREASURE YOUR SUPPORT AND
AM SO GRATEFUL FOR YOUR LOVE AND CARE.
GOD BLESS YOU ALL
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Richard was my first and much wanted son born on September 30th 1967, the day that radio 1 started.
I went into labour on the evening of Friday 29th and he came into the world at 10 minutes past
midnight weighing in at 8lbs. 8ozs. I (like all women) remember the pain to this day but went ahead
to give birth to his brother Derren, just over two years later.
Richard was a hyperactive and sensitive child which was not helped by his fathers general attitude
towards him, developing into something much more serious later which I cannot go into here.
I did my best to encourage Richard in whatever he became interested in, first of all when he joined
the cubs where he stayed for about two years and later in judo where he gained an orange belt.
At about eight years of age he started swimming and this became a real passion as he got better and
better, eventually becoming good enough to win many medals swimming first of all for the Borough of
Harrow then for the County of Middlesex.
I got very involved with it as well, as I was the one getting up early in the morning to drive him
to the pool for training and taking him to various galas and events or at least to the coach or
train station when he had to go with the team to tournaments further away. It was hard work but I
was very proud of him and just happy to see him involved in something that he enjoyed so much.
He left school at the age of sixteen and trained as a baker which he thoroughly enjoyed despite
having to start very early in the morning.
He was a great collector of videos and DVDs as well as CDs, particularly anything by his favourite
band 'New Order' which went well with his other great passion, playing the drums,(the neighbours
loved it really!!!).
He formed various bands playing locally right up until less than a year before he died.
When he was about 18 years old he developed the first signs of O.C.D. which caused him great
distress. It seemed to get a bit better and he later met Jackie. They were very happy together
finally getting married in 2000 when he was 33.
It was so good to see him so happy on his wedding day because we all hoped that it would help him to
get over the O.C.D. which had returned a couple of years earlier, unfortunately this was not to be.
There were times when the real Richard still shone through showing the terrific and often zaney
sense of humour that he had, with a gift for making people laugh.
The main problem with Richard's O.C.D. was the fact that it caused him to worry about everything,
constantly needing reassurance but being unable to believe it when it was given.
Finally when Safeway stores (where he worked) were taken over by Morrisons he convinced himself that
he was about to be made redundant, no matter how many times he was assured that this was not the
case he refused to believe it.
Not long after this he walked out of the house and was found three days later having taken his own
life in a derelict building less than a mile from where he lived.
He had been convinced that he had lost all his friends and had nothing left to live for. Over 200
people came to the service at the crematorium and many tears were shed that day proving too late
that he was about as wrong as he could be.
God bless you Rick and I am sure you are at peace now.
I wish I could have given you a better life my darling son xxxxxx
The song is Blue Monday by New Order ( Richard's Favourite song )
The Lead singer took his own life
PLEASE LIGHT A CANDLE TO SHOW HIM YOU CARE
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~With Love ~
♥ Angel Dust ♥
♥ Life can be dark and often hard
with trials and heartbreak sorry and pain
But through those sad times
a ray of sun shines through
Sprinkled with stardust
to brighten life again.♥
♥ Life can be dark and often hard
with trials and heartbreak sorry and pain
But through those sad times
a ray of sun shines through
Sprinkled with stardust
to brighten life again. ♥
♥ When an angel smiles in heaven
a heart is healed on earth
a gentle sprinkle of angel dust
lets you know how much you're worth
It lights the darkest moments
heals the coldest heart
When an angel smiles in heaven
it will touch your coldest part. ♥
♥ So sprinkle me with angel dust
watch me as I glow
I have been touched by an angel
The most wonderful feeling I know. ♥
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By Janice M Pickett
Sent With Love x
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I see beyond my vision
I hear beyond my range
I feel beyond my senses
And it doesn't seem so strange.
There's a language of enchantment
We all should recognize
Including naming angels
We can't see before our eyes.
They hover all around us
While guiding.... teaching.... keeping
Offer strength when we are weakest
And sympathy while weeping.
I may never see an angel
But I know that they exist
For, at just the time I've needed one
I've felt an angel's kiss!
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by Beverly Walker
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(”)_(”)_.-””-.,
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( o_, )` __) `-._) SLEEP.TIGHT
When the night's are cold and dark
and everything seems so bleak,
When you think you can't carry on with it all,
just turn to your angel and speak,
Tell them you worrie's, your care's and your fear's
tell them to the one's you held so dear,
Talk of the laughter and of the tear's you shared
tell them how much you miss them and how much you cared,
The warm glow you feel inside will spread
for in your heart they still live on and are'nt dead,
Together you were in this life you shared that love
and in the next it will spread like the wings of a dove,
Sleep tight my angel and rest your head
sweet dreams tonight on your fluffy cloud bed.
Written by
Margaret Pilkington
Love Linda
17TH NOVEMBER 2009
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WHY DID MY SON HAVE TO BE TAKEN SO FAR AWAY...
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME AND GO SO FAR AWAY
THERE ARE STILL SO MANY THINGS THAT I NEED TO SAY
CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW? CAN YOU UNDERSTAND MY PAIN
DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL KNOWING THAT I WILL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN
I FEEL SO ANGRY AND SAD ALL ROLLED INTO ONE
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY SON BUT YOU HAVE GONE
INTO ANOTHER WORLD THAT I HOPE I WILL SEE ONE DAY
MAYBE THEN I WILL BE ABLE TO SAY THE WORDS THAT I NEED TO SAY
WHILE I SIT HERE I AM CRYING SO DEEP INSIDE
I JUST WANT TO CRAWL INTO SOME KIND OF HOLE WITH ALL THE TEARS I HAVE CRIED
NOTHING I DO CAN EVER EASE JUST HOW I FEEL
I SO HARD TO DISCRIBE I WISH IT WAS'NT REAL
I STILL TURN AROUND AND WAIT FOR YOU TO WALK INTO MY DOOR
BUT THE TRUTH IS SIMPLE YOUR NOT HERE ANYMORE
THE KNOT IN MY GUTS WILL NEVER GO AWAY
IT LIVES INSIDE EVER SINGLE DAY
YOU WERE TAKEN FROM WAY BEFOR YOUR TIME
YOUR HEARTBEAT STOPPED WHEN IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN MINE
I FEEL LIKE PART OF MYSELF IS DYING MORE EACH DAY
WHY DID MY SON HAVE TO BE TAKEN SO FAR AWAY?......
copyright Rosalind Roberts 17/11/09
Thinking of you as always xx
Richard you grew your Angel Wings way too early but you will never be forgotton you know you never could xx Stay close to your heartbroken mam Barbara as she loves and misses you always and forever xx Sweet Dreams and Sleep tight Angel Richard xx
Some day there will be no tears,
For they will be wiped away.
I will hold on to that promise.
As I live each and everyday.
Someday we will meet again,
Though heaven keeps us apart.
For you will always be with me,
I shall carry you in my heart!
Someday we will share joy again,
When I join you in eternity.
But for now you will always be to me,
A precious memory.
Deborah J. Birdoes
I NEVER SAW YOUR WINGS
How is it that I never saw your wings
when you were here with me?
When you closed your eyes and soared
to the Heavens I could hear the
faint flutter of you wings as you left.
Your body no longer on this side
your spirit here eternally I see your halo shine.
I close my eyes and see the multicolored wings
surround me in my saddest moments and my happiest times.
Son my angel God has given you your assignment
always my Son forever my angel.
You fly into my dreams and when I am asleep
I feel your wings brush against my face wiping away
the tears I shed since I can no longer hold
you in my arms but in my heart.
You earned those wings dear Son
and you will always be me angel eternal.
by Michele
SORRY FOR THE LACK OF CANDLES LAST FEW DAYS. LOTS HAVE HAPPEN, MY SON CHRISTOPHER 16 WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT. THANK GOD THAT HE'S OK. HE WAS ON HIS WAY TO FOOTBALL PRACTICE AND FELL ASLEEP DRIVING. I KNOW ANTHONY AND HIS GRANDFATHER MUST OF BEEN WATCHING OVER HIM. THANK GOD HE'S OK. ALSO BEEN WORKING ON MY HOUSE. IT MY HUSBANDS GLEN'S BIRTHDAY ON THE 26TH, JUST IS ALSO THANKSGIVING HERE AND TRYING TO MAKE IT SPECIAL FOR HIM AND MY FAMILY. SO SENDING YOU EXTRA LOVE AND (((HUGS))). ALL MY LOVE GLORIA ANTHONY'S MOM XOXO
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16TH NOVEMBER 2009
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LOVE ALWAYS JUDE. X X
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♥ `*•. 16th NOVEMBER 2009 ♥ `*•.
My Heart Will Go On
Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on.
Far across the distance and spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on.
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on.
Love can touch us one time and last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone.
Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold you
In my life we'll always go on.
Near, far wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on.
Once more, you open the door
And you're hear in my heart
And my heart will go on and on.
You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on.
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on.
Will Jennings
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